Fear of Happiness

I’m so scared

Can’t love

Can’t give you my hand

Can’t hug, can’t feel

All this was snatched away at birth

Lack of communication

Cant express my emotions

It’s too hard to touch

Can’t cross the bridge

Can’t let go

Can’t go free

You scare me

Your perfection

Your life full of love

Full of affection

Stay away

Cos I’m standing on my own

That’s all I know

Can’t complete myself

Cos I’m already full

Full of pain and

Fear of happiness.