When you read this blog, you might be saying to yourself "jeez this girl is a miserable cow!" - I must therefore apologize for leading you to this misconception. I am not unhappy, I'm actually quite a happy chica, almost always positive, but when I'm not, I find solace in writing... thus (hopefully) explaining the general melancholy of this blog.
I have a lot to be happy about (by no means am I now gloating but just returning my gratitude to our planet): I have the most amazing group of friends, spread vastly throughout the world, I love them dearly, they are my life source, my sunlight, they remind me of who I am when I'm lost; I have a good job that pays my ways, although it is a tough job, tough in the sense that I am continuously fighting battles at work, tough in the long hours, tough because I have no support from my boss BUT I love the challenges it entails, I love learning, for example what "check the box" means in US tax terms; I love my mother, I have a very entertaining, intelligent and caring mother, which most definitely makes up for having one of the worst fathers on the planet; my family is completely insane, the older generation have a lot of faults but the younger generation rocks and make me proud as I lead them by being the oldest of the 7 grand-children; I have a man that I love, a man I know I will love for the rest of my life, Mon Jules, yes, Mon Jules is my love, he is not with me yet, our paths have not yet met for their trip to eternity, but I know we will get there, our love will conquer good and evil, our children will be a gift to our world and although eternal love is not an easy feat, I know we will survive; lastly but not least, I love myself, not in an egocentric way at all, but in the way that I know myself, my faults, my trials and tribulations, my outlook on life, my capacity to love unconditionally, my qualities, my ability to look wide-open eyed around me and not disregard others, my idiosyncrasies - I can look back on my 29rs and appreciate the orbit I have flown, thank you 'je de moi'.
Thank you life for everything you have given me until now.
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